This is one of those things I used to do like all the time and I haven't in forever. Thought, hey maybe I will again! So I stole this unashamedly from fuzzybrownears and am doing it myself. :D

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ghanimasun did this before and I thought it was really cool so thought I'd steal it and try it myself. It's a Johari's window! My link is here you just go and click the five adjectives you think best describes me. Awesomeness would obviously be the first one, I agree.

Hey guys am looking for a beta for a fic I'm writing that's currently sitting at around 16,000 ish words. It needs more and actually is going to have a LOT more added to it but I need someone to go through and just tell me that it flows well.

Am looking for concrit and grammar and how the flow of the story is. If you are familiar with characters/plot from Farscape, Dr Who and Supernatural that's a bonus but not required.

Any takers?

I would just like to take a moment to say...




... there is nothing about this picture that is not fucking flawless. except maybe the omission of a john crichton

That is all. I'll be over there. drooling happily.

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Title: Once Upon A Time (2/some)
Pairing: Cam/Vala
Rating: R, pretty much adult kthx
Authors Note: It is still dizzydame's birthday and she said she wanted H/C fic and well, I started writing before and it kept going and kept going and wouldn't. stop. Sooo now I have this huge thing going on in my head and I blame her. All her fault.

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Title: How Team Nights Can End Well For Everyone (or really just for Cam and Vala) (1/some)
Pairing: Cam/Vala
Rating: Most assuredly R
Authors Notes: YAY! This is a fic for dizzydame because it is her birthday and she gets fic for her birthday because EVERYONE LOVES BIRTHDAY FIC! I hope you love it bb! *SNUGS*

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Last night dizzydame pointed out the 100 favourite things blog challenge. While I did take the challenge up on my other blog (more on that later) the challenge reminded me of another 100 list I had done quite some time ago... Well, I felt like re-doing that list again. So, I present: 100 Things about dizzydame That Make Her Awesome

( the new old tag is back! )

I hope that wasn't too schmoopy bb. <3

So, I just got back from Austin and visiting grad school. Looking at a bunch of apartments and trying to decide, do I want to live here or do I want to live here and then being bombarded in finance class with all these terms and things I don't understand was very overwhelming. Especially the part where they went over how much debt I'd be carrying to do this thing. I like the idea of it and I think I'd enjoy most of the program (really, who does enjoy finance class except the very very few financial people out there?) but this is a lot of money to be basing on a maybe.

So I spent three-four days immersed in this and came out with the idea that I think I'm going to end up deferring my acceptance for a year and try to take some accounting classes at the local community college to see if this is even something I can end up doing and want to do.

I really loved the city and would love to move there with or without this grad program, so I'm thinking sometime next year I may be looking at moving regardless of how I like accounting programs and the like. Just gotta find a job first before I move. I already found a fairly nice place for a decent price lol.

I'm kinda disappointed I'm not going to be going but I'm also really, really relieved. Thinking about going to grad school has been putting me on edge and stressing me out for a long time and its caused a lot of meltdowns (unfortunately one this morning D:) over just about everything and I'm starting to also think that grad school just might not be the thing for me anyways. If just thinking about going to school again puts me in such a state of heightened nerves that any little thing sets me off and makes me upset than how am I supposed to actually get through the entire program? Or do the job its supposed to prepare me for?

As much as I like to think that this program would be it for me, it would be able to get me that "dream job" or whatever that I want, I'm beginning to think that its not the case at all. If I had the ability to wear jeans and tee's to work and be around dogs and have my friends in the city with me and bake cupcakes on my day off... Yeah okay so I won't be making huge amounts of money and be able to afford million dollar yachts, but I think that, ultimately, is what would make me the most happy, more than having some crazy job as some business person.

So, that's how that trip went. I took a few pictures of some interesting things I saw around the neighborhood and will be sure to post them as soon as I can remember to put them up. I hope everyone has been doing well back here. <3